Taking another break for about a week or two. getting lazy here <3

~Melody~

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ah!!!! BALLOONS mv IS SO ADORABLE!!!!! :rollsonfloorscreaminglikearetard:

Highlights of what i liked and disliked about it :
~the dancing, who can resist that?!
~0:30-0:32 when Max pulled Micky's collar string
~1:09-1:11 wen Xiah was doing that thingie with his hands and how he looked was so cute!!!
~1:25 wen Xiah was doing that other thingie with his hands then looked back at everyone who was on the ground
~during he second chorus, wen Xiah kept punching that annoying person peaking him and wen Micky hit some guy and wen Yunho punched Mikcy xD
~those kids they showed! they really do have some sorta resemblence to DBSK. oh gawd, its like a lil kid version of them, so cute!
~ i luved how each of them were with the kid that looked like em. it was so cute!
~2:57 wen Hero fell. roflz. so adorable!
~3:11 wen Max punched Micky. wow they're punching each other a lot! lolz
~3:20 wen Yuhno does that spinny thingie and faints haha
~wen they do that kool thngie in 3:36 waving their arms nd stuff
~EVERYTHING IN THE END! except Hero looked mad at the kid. aw... poor kid x(

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sorry about me taking a break for so long. i'll get to everyone's propz as soon as i can, but i think i may hav to leave soon cuz im going to new jersey soon. me and my family are going to new jersey to celebrate my older sister, Tiffany's sweet sixteen. yea!!! :confidiesExplode: woot woot! we're celebrating at our friend's house in nj and some other ppl r coming!

oh gawd, yesterday me and three of my other friends Olivia of course, Ashley, and Angela went to the BLACKOUT DANCE at our school. it was more fun then i thought at least. not to be racist, but i felt so out of place cuz most of the ppl there were black. I'M NOT BEING RACIST! im just saying i felt uncomfortable a lil cuz my middle school was mostly asian so it was weird and i didn't c that many asians and the way they were dancing was O.O omfg. really nasty. and i thought grinding itself was O.o. lolz. anyways

at the blackout dance i danced with about 8 guys. i did NOT ask them. they asked me i swear. most of them were black, but i dun mind. they were grabbing my hips and stuff i was like O.O ah!!!!! lolz. but Olivia was dancing which is wat she calls "advertisement" and got about 15 guys to dance wit her lolz. she is a better dancer and she does this dance that gets all the guys too look at her ass.

one black guy even said sumtin like "DAM! (somthing something something) if i were 18 (something else something else) i'd rape that!" about Olivia. i only got part of it, but i was like HOLLY SHIT OLIVIA'S GONNA GET RAPPED! lolz. this one black guy omfg, pulled Olivia away oh, i dunno FIVE OR SIX TIMES TO DANCE WITH HER. not jus 'dance with her' AGAINST A POLE!!! oh gawd, just thinking bout it makes me uhg. Olivia wasn't sure how to pull away and didn't want to seem chicken and stuff. the first time, he was okay, then he asked if he could dance with her again, she said okay. but we retreated to the opposite side of the dance floor so she wouldn't have to. later, he found her, and leaned against a pole while dancing with her. then they stopped. later he came back around and did the same as last time, then they switched and Olivia was against the pole oh gawd. a few times after, next thing you know Olivia was lifted against the pole and it look really really really really really really really really wrong and horny. ugh. no more info!

i saved the best 4 last, after Ashley left the dance early around 9:00, one of the 8 guys i danced with i danced with twice, then during the dance competition i was by the windows with my friends cuz it was too crowded to even peek at the dance competition. then the same guy i danced with comes and stands rite next to me and was like "i didn't catch ur name" so i answered "Melody, wat's urs?" he said "Ryan" for awhile i didn't know wat to say, so i was like .................. for awhile, then he was like "r u uncomfortable with me around" so i said "oh no, im just not sure wat to say" i was suprised that he was concerned about me and stuff.

then his friend "Naja" came and goffed around. he was funni. so we were talking and he asked "what grade r u in, senior?" i was thinkin 'am i that old looking...' so i answered "im a freshman" so hes like "congradulations, i'm a super freshman." and shoke my hand. ?O.O? wat is the difference between a freshman and a super freshman?! i found out hes part korean part french and i think sumtin else, 4got.

Hannah C. who i dun like cuz she's annoying came too. I was talking to them all at the same time seriously. i was talking to the 3 of em at the same time. so Naja's like "r u checkin' Ryan out?" Hannah's like "omgosh, did you do this perm urself?" at the same time, i think he was trying to flatter me from some info he knew about my last name which i shall NOT reaveal. he said sumtin like "oh theirs a big chunk of China called ____ too. (says sumtin bout royalty and kings) so that would make u royalty, right?" i was like "of course not" oh wait, i think my uncle is the mayor of that area.... LOLZ im serious! anyways, i was like "he came up to me, i think he's checkin me out" "no i got this perm last year in august." "i dun think i am royalty" oh wait, i think my uncle is the mayor of that area.... LOLZ im serious! so much attention my gawd. anyways,

after the dance competition, i asked him if he wanted to dance again. he said okay, then on the way tot he dance floor he asked "am i ugly?" it made me laugh but i didn't show it cuz does a guy ask u that kind of question? i said "no, ur okay looking." so yeah.... we were dancing for awhile not that bad. he asked me "do u hav a boyfriend?" i was like "no..." later, he asked "do you wanna hook up?" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so we stopped dancing and i was like "hook up?" thinking for a moment.... "hold on" so i pulled Angela away to tell her and she was like "say yes!" since Olivia's my best friend, i wanted to talk to her so i was like "i need to talk to Olivia, where is she?" so Angela pointed to the pole wen i was like HOLLY SHIT!  they were against the pole :coff coff: yeah... i freaked out and was like "gotta get her out..." so i had to wait till she got down cuz how do u expect me to get her off wen she's on him? so yeah, wen they were back to normal grinding, i pulled Olivia away and she was like "thank u" and stuff.

so we went by the windows to talk about it "privately" with Angela too of course, next thing u know, Ryan and his friends come around and are introducing themselves like i'm already part of the family. so i was like "wow, more attention..." wen the guys went away cuz we said we needed to talk privately, Hannah stayed and talked to me more about Ryan. i wasn't sure if he meant hook up as in date, or bf and gf, so i asked Hannah which, she said bf and gf. HOLLY SHIT! so after being annoyed by Hannah a lil, she went away wen we told her we needed privacy. so the 3 of us discussed the situation, and b4 Ashley said that she thought Ryan was cute b4 she left, so i was like "shit" and i needed to ask my parents! i noe, im so good. xD but if i said yes, hed be my first bf! i tell my parents almost everything about this stuff. so i told him "i need to think about this, call me monday" so i gave him my telephone number.

after one more time of dancing with him, he kinda sung along to the song that was playing. i was thinking "LOLZ" but i couldn't really hear him, so i was singing a lil too. then he was like "ur a good dancer" and stuff. but the annoying thing was Hannah was standing in front of us almost the whole time. >:0 DOES SHE KNOW WAS PRIVACY IS?!?! GOD! so after awhile she left, the guy that was bothering Olivia came around again and pulled her away AGAIN. then she came to me and pulled me away from Ryan saying "yo, that guy's not only really trying to dance with me, now he's trying to kiss me! im leaving" so i wanted to leave too and stuff. so i told Ryan "i gotta go" he said bye to me then later wen we were getting our coats he said bye again. i think he's sweet.

im not sure if im ready 4 a boyfriend. my parent's opnion is im too young and yes i kinda agree. i dun think im ready 4 one. if i were older and my friend didn't like Ryan, id say yes. but rite now, i think i'll probably say no. x( i feel so bad cuz i would hav Ryan wait a whole weekend 4 an answer which is "no" sry, but i think i'd choose Friendship over Love. but i asked Ashley awhile ago on the phone, she said "i just liked him cuz he was cute. i dun like like him." and "i dun mind" but i dun believe that cuz she has her ups and downs sometimes. so sry Ryan, i think i'd choose Friendship over Love. THE END

~Melody~

TRICK OR TREAT!!!!!!! hehehehehe :rolls all over living room very very high: HAHAHAHA!!!! too much candy's gotten to my head, ccc? yeah............ MUAHAHAHAH. i jus felt like typin that. actually, i haven't eaten a lot of my candy and i've been almost emotionaless today. only other mood was probably me spazzing today..... weird rite? its not my fault this guy sitting next to me was tickling me!!!! xD anyway, yesterday was Halloween. HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!! i know, late to say, rite? anyways...

do u think a 9th grader is too old to trick or treat? i dun c any problem with it. for the last 3 yrs of middle school, i would go with the same 20 ppl to go trick or treatin and more ppl joined us year after year. but in 9th grade? nnnnnooooo!!!!! all of us has been split up into different schools or broken up our friendship. the only very very close relationship out of my 20 friends is probably me and Olivia (best friend) the only ppl who ended up trick or treatin were the 4 of us out of the 20. me, Olivia, Rebecca, and Ally.

i feel so bad!!!! it's Ally's bday on Halloween and i totally 4got to give her her bday present!!! WHAT KINDA FRIEND AM I?!?!?! a;aojidfaiodjfo;adijf Ally, if u see this entry, i am so so so sry! i'll give it to u next time i c u. probably on my bday that is. ^.^  but i'm terribly sry Ally! SARANGHAE!!!

overall, trick or treatin was pretty fun being with onli the 4 of us. every year, usually something would go wrong with 20 ppl. like ppl crying, ppl being late, leaving early, parents stalking us... YES! ONE OF OUR FRIEND'S DAD WAS STALKING US! how weird is that? seriously, i thought it was some weirdo last year or sumtin. i noticed a car following us, and i got soooo freaked out!!! i was like "uh... guys? i think we're being stalked..." i realli thought we were going to get kidnapped or rapped. so i was running and screaming for awhile with the others following. then one of my x-friend said "o god, its my dad stalking us!" he said he would let her go with us and without a chaperone. what a lie. he can't even trust her with a big group and a few boys in it. lame, rite? im so glad we broke up our friendship. not only she was annoying, her dad was too! < i know, that sounds so bitchy, but once u get to know this x-friend, u really wouldn't want to be her friend. she's torture

is this normal? yesterday b4 trick or treatin in school 9th period, i was in living environment science. i sit next to this guy i think im crushin on. i'm not completely sure. i dun wanna type his name in case he finds my xanga or sumtin. i'll codename him Drums b/c he plays em. lolz! he's half dominican and his other half is 7 other nationalities. i know, 8 is a lot rite? anyway, he's so.... i cant even say. he's annoying, but i like him probably as a friend or a crush. in between maybe? well, we had a sub so we were stuck with all this crappy sub work. y bother doin it wen i can copy it from someone else? i'm so lazy...

besides that, i have no clue HOW we got into this, but we started cursing in other languages. i called him and told  my friend he was a 'si fut gui' which is gay asshole in cantonese. then he like, raised his hand and was like "Mr.K, she's cursing and talking about me in chinese" so i was like "thats becuz ur cursing at me in other languages too." so the teacher basicly ignored us lolz. so after some more cursing, he called me sumtin that i didn't know wat it meant. so he asked me "do u have a _____" i was like "um..... no?" so he was like "HAHAHA! u dun have a _______" :CoughCoughThingOnlyGirlsHave: so i was like omfg. so i slapped him, but not hard. guess what? HE SLAPPED ME BACK! is that normal to hav a guy slap a girl back?!?!?!? >:0 so i was like "O.O o no u didnt!" so i slapped him back! then he slapped me back! wtf? so i poked him in the stomach with a pen. it wasnt hard, i swear. so he slapped me, again! arg!!!!!!!!! so i punched him!!!!!! then he looked at the teacher who obviously saw the whole fight. so Drums said "teacher! she punched me and slapped me and stabbed me with a pen! u saw the whole thing!" so i said "thats becuz u were being realli rude!" then the substitude said to Drums "stop picking on the girl" HAHAHA!

last week, he used this word orgasm or sumtin when he was talking to me. so i was like "whats orgasm?" and he was like "Melody, orgasm's not a word. i said organism" so i was like "oh..." so after our big fight, he says randomly "u know, orgasm realli is a word." so i was like "realli? what does it mean?" then he was like "do u realli want to know?" so i was like "yes! i want to know." Drums said "r u sure?" so i said "yeah!" then he said "if u say so... orgasm has to do with sex when the vir..." then i was like "STOP STOP STOP!!!" then he was like "no! listen! orgasm is..." so i said "i dun wanna hear it!" so i was like croching over my seat and was like "stop!!1" then he kept talking about sex and i was getting realli grossed out. i get realli uncomfortable when ppl talk about sex. im serious. so he kept going and going. i was like "shut up!!!" but he wouldnt." then he said "u know, there r also other ways to say vir..." omgosh, i was gettin so freaked out and was like "no!!! dont talk!" and i was shaking my head while holdin my hands on my ears. Drums said "i know u can still hear wen u try not to hear like that" i said "its not like i wanna!" so he was like "hm... lets see... some other words for ________ is pussy,...." and he said some other ways to say it. i was like "no!!! stop!!!" after a few seconds, i sat up and i put my hand on his mouth for like, three silent seconds like the  .      .      .       in those animes. it was so awkward. so i was like "stop it, plz?" then i let go. 2 of his friends were laughing their ass off and Drums looked kinda out of it for a sec. weird, rite? then he was laughing too. so he said to his friends "Melody's so innocent, rite? she is ssssooooo innocent! u can tell straight out she is not a perv. lets have fun and try to corrupt her mind." so his friends were like "okay!" and then they were starting to tell me different ways to say __________ :CoughCoughGuy'sPart: and stuff.... im so glad the period ended on time. oh gawd, that was hell~~~

lets c... wat happend today? oh yeah, b4 my global test, i was chewing gum while the tests were being passed out. guess wat? I CHOKED ON MY GUM!!!! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE OUT OF NOWHERE?!?! so i was gagging in class and my friend Fahina was like "Melody?! what's wrong?!" i worded "gum" to her and she was like "omgosh!" i was drawing soooo much attention in the class and was like hitting my chest to gag the gum up or sumtin. the teacher totally ignored me. WTF?!!?! so i was gagging and ppl were like "omgosh!!! someone do cpr or sumtin!!!!" and i was like "no!!!!!!" wording it. i dun want someone's lips on me at a time like that!!!!!! then finally, i swallowed it O.O after that big scene! and Drums is in my global class too!!!!!!! he was kinda freaked out for a moment, then wen i swallowed it, he was laughing his ass off! how embarrasing, rite?

haha. my life is so weird, rite? its not like i dun enjoy school. im beginning to like it a lot now though. i feel so bad. i havent written my fan fic in 3 days i think including today. i wanna today, but my lazy ass sister's not letting me.>:0 so mad!!! im already so tired and its only 9:00 wtf? i think its becuz after trick or treatin, i wen to sleep onli at 10 wen i usually do at 1 or 2. the day lights saving also made me go to sleep earlier i guess. me and my friends trick or treated from 6:30 to 8:30 so it was tiring. we were going to trick or treat till 9:30, but my mom called me again and was like "u cant" or sumtin. i was so mad. but im kinda glad cuz i was so tired by the time we were done.

i realli should stop talking, so now i shall put up pics!

wooow.... check it out!!! Hero's been working out!!!! wait, his tricepts been like that since they made hug lolz. Xiah's sure buffed up too :drools:

yeah! work it fellaz! too bad Yuhno didn't have much spotlight though...

er... i realli d un like Max's scarf... i have no clue what Hero's wearing O.O looks kinda girly...

Get me some of that yo!

ge me some more of that too! but they look shorter... O.O

Hero's hair is black again! :claps: i liked the blonde, but i prefer his hair black or brown. do u c the contacts? i dun, unless u mean his eyes looking blueish, yeah i c it. my eyes were like his in one of these pictures in a photoboth. it was so weird. my eyes tend to change color in pics. strange, rite?

random: i had a nightmare i think on Halloween. it was so weird. u know how DBSK's cd goes up to Version D so far? i had a dream there was a Version T !O.O! WTF?!?!

~Mel~

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Taking a break from xanga again. Don't worry, this one will be short. maybe a week or two? Be back when I feel like it xD. Much luv

<3 Melody~

hello everyone!!! the week end wasn't so bad. i already told everyone that i went to Flushing on Saturday to get my DBSK's O cd. Sunday me and my sisters went to chinese tutoring or sumtin at 3:00. then we had this big dinner bcuz it was my mom's stepsister's bday, Christine who is my aunt. she is so nice, i realli like her,

but her mom? my step grandmother? HELL NO!

she's one of those retarded old people who like to pinch little kids' cheeks. and believe me, when she pinches, she pinches. it realli realli hurts! >:0. plus, she is insane. and wen i say insane, she realli realli is insane. u cant get her to stop talking. when she talks, she realli realli talks. she talks so much that u dun get a chance to say anything cuz shes talking 90% of the time and realli realli loud. ugh Dx i had to sit through the whole chat not understanding 90% of the conversation cuz they were talking in mandorin and i dunno that much (the reason y im taking chinese tutoring.)

well, that's not the reason y shes insane. the reason is when Christine and her younger brother, Patrick were younger, if they did ANYTHING even a little tiny thing bad or wrong, she'd tie them up in a garbage bag (without the garbage), and she's bat them! i mean, realli hard! im serious, u dun think that's insane? cuz i got more. wen they were infants, she was a gambling freak, a realli big one. so she wasn't home a lot and she'd leave em there to cry and die. all she did was leave a bottle of mild in the crib which they obviously did not know how to drink from and leave to play Mahjong(mj). still think she isn't insane? cuz i got some more shit. when Patrick was er... i think 7, i dunno wat he did, but it must of been realli realli bad. his mom (my step grandmother) was pissed at him. over night, she left him in a CEMETARY!!! ALONE!!!!! hello?! he's onli 7!!! he was scared as hell OVER NIGHT!!!!! when she came to pick him up, his pants were full of shit and pee. get the picture? yeah, he was that scared. thats all u need to no about my loco step grandmother.

anyways! i've been so braindead for my fan fic on DBSK. im up to chapter 5, and i intend to write way more. the problem with me is once i start something, i never finish it. i've tried writting a total of... let's c... probably ten fanfics and stories. c how lame i am?! gr!!!!! i realli hope i dun quit out on this fan fic, cuz i am almost DEDICATED to it! half of my life at home is on this fan fic. i spend about 3-6 ours on this shit. dam! there goes a fourth of my life plus i take out some of my school & sleepin time. rnt i such a great fan? o yeah, plus i began another fan fic on DBSK i think in 8th grade, i dumped it halfway through the first chapter. it was sumtin about me and Hero being penpals who met on a forum, but we dont realli know who each other are. i have no idea hes famous cuz he keeps it a secret nd shit. then he comes to America and is here temperally and stuff... and yeah.... other stuff.... but the plot was lame anywayz.

im thinking about starting another fan fic about DBSK i guess droppin in fame a bit, so SM thought of a great idea which was to add new members to their group, two new girl members. me, and my best friend Olivia are going to join and of course, dun get along cuz Hero feels like im stealing his spot light being a realli good singer and Yuhno feels Olivia is stealing his spotlight being a realli good dancer. so yeah... life together under the same roof. wonderful, huh? i think i'll start it if i get bored of my old one, but i've already been think ing about the second season for the one im doing rite now, so that'll probably be in a while. if you want to read my fan fic, it's to ur left underneath my music box. ^.^ plz do and comment. i have none on it. < total loser apparently.

i was watching Over the Mountain Across the River ep 1&2, it's so sad, i wanted to cry in some of the parts. other parts i was laughin my ass off like wen the old people kept thinking Micky was a girl O.O HAHAHA and that short into DBSK had in ep 1 was mad funni with their random "balabalabala" dance. LOLZ!

also, i watched er.... it was called the Gold Fish i think but someone called Gold Fishery too. i was watching it, nd i did not understand it. i couldn't find a subbed version so i watched it witout subs. IT WAS LAME! MICKY AND HERO FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE SAME GIRL WHO IS PROBABLY 2 TIMES THEIR AGE, MAD UGLY, AND PICKS HER NOSE?!?! HOW RETARTED IS THAT?!?! sry, had to vent that somewhere. but it realli pissed me off. but... OMGOSH!!!!!!! I LUVED IT WEN HERO CAME OUT SHIRTLESS! ^.^ < total pervert as u can c

sometimes i feel like i talk too much, i realli do i think. so now ima post these pics b4 someone else does.

i am soooo diggin the camaflouge pants Micky, but it aint workin with his outfit O.o

looking good Max    xD

dude... where's that sweet shiny smile i luv so much? :3

Yunho looks kinda mad here. it's kinda scary :O

oh gawd Hero, sexi as usual :drools:

HALLOWEEN'S TOMORROW!!!! HEHE!!!!!!! the perfect day to get high off candy! xD luv luv luv sweets! ima over do it probably. HOHOHO!!! but i dun think a lot of my friends from last year will come. since they're in different schools, they got there own friends to go with. kinda dissapointing :( i miss my friends so much, cept the ones im pissed at, but i seemed to lost touch wit em.

kk, ive been talking way... too much about me, so lets talk bout DBSK for awhile. thanks to wiji_the_kiwi, she told me that Hero has 6 piercings in one ear, 5 in the other, a belly piercing and a nipple piercing, but the nipple piercing got infected so he got it removed. O.O wow, i didn't expect HERO to have a nipple piercing. they freak me out, but now i think its hott since Hero has it. lolz. but i'd never get one. but Hero seems realli daring to get so many not to mentiona big fat tatoo on his back. okay, that's exageratting, but he has a tattoo on his back! does anyone know wat it says? i cant tell if its english or krn or sumtin. do the other members have as many piercings... all over?.... how many? TELL ME!!! lolz! i must know these things. but if its a d*** piercing.... er... yeah u should warn me bout that too... rnt guys with that gay? O.o

omgosh, now i must stay the hell away from that topic. i think this video is SO ADORABLE!

ah!!! they r jus so precious!!! rite? Lenna i think she posted wat they r, but i 4got, but i found it on another clip.

Hero - Bear Xiah - Sheep Micky - Bunny Max - Deer Yunho - Tiger

Lenna and i think some other people posted the fan cam version, i guess this was the tv version or sumtin for a Gag Concert or sumtin. omogsh!!! so cute! so adorable! so... :faints: :gets up after awhile: Lolz! that was fun xD the dancing for Balloons was so cute! but that wasn't the full version, he it is if u want to watch it, but its the fan cam version. sry!

still so cute the dancing rite? i'm dun for today. ima go answer some comments then i'll be on my way. leave comments and read my fanfic underneath my music box wen u can plz! thanks!

~Melody~

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hey! sry to come back so soon, but i was commenting ppl back and i 4got to do a tag on Clare's xanga, so ima do it now

"Oh blessed be the day, the month, the year, the season and the time, the hour, the instant, the gracious countryside, the place where I was struck by those two lovely eyes that bound me;

and blessed be the first sweet agony I felt when I found myself bound to love, the bow and all the arrows that have pierced me, the wounds that reach the bottom of my heart.

And blessed be all of the poetry I scattered, calling out my lady's name, and all the sighs, and tears, and the desire;

blessed be all the paper upon which I earn her fame, and every thought of mine, only of her, and shared with no one else.

                                                                                --Francesco Petrarch"

Replace some words that would fit for Dong Bang Shin Ki or some other person. This poem is a bittersweet love, in way, but he loves being in love: all the ups and downs of it, and I thats true for any fangirl and so on. Example: when there was a rumor of Junsu having a girlfriend, most fangirls got so pissed off. In my opinion, they should just let it go. Most people don't even know him personally, so shut the fuck up. You;ll only be fangirls and there is another guy out there. Sorry- I only meant to post up the poem and the replace part, but then I ranted on about that fangirlyness -.- But seriously- it pisses me off when people do that.

okay, i dunno if im doing this tag rite, but im going to try my best! so plz tell me if i did it wrong T.T

Oh blessed be the music, the melody, the songs, the lyrics and his vocals, the beat, the tune, the beautiful voices united, the time when I was struck by those two lovely eyes that bound me;

and blessed be the first sweet feeling I felt when I found my heart bound to Hero, his voice and all the words (in the songs) that have pierced me, the thoughts in the back of my mind..

And have all of the pictures(of him) I scattered, calling out my obsession's name, at all the concerts, when listening to all his cds, and in all my dreams;

blessed be all the love upon which I earn nothing, and every moment of mine, only of him, and shared with no one but him.

                                                                                --Francesco Petrarch & edited by Melody ^o^

im sorry it came out so... bad... i couldnt think. so i jus put some random stuff even though it took me 4ever to edit. peace out!

hello all! why am i so blank when i haven't updated in days? O.o so strange. o yeah! i remember what i was going to write........ I FINALLY GOT DBSK'S 3RD ALBUM O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I SPAZZED?!?!?!?!

okay, first of all. yesterday it was a half day at school. i was only there from 10:18 to about 12:00 for two periods. lmao. so me and my friends Olivia, Ashley, Hannah, Angela, and Julie went to Flushing to hang out. (Flushing's kinda like a second Chinatown if you've heard of it before.) anyways! we went to Flushing on a bus after going through so much just to get change for it... so the first place we went to was Toto's because they have those cool photobooths and stuff. it was my first time there bcuz i usually go to this place nearby with a photobooth, so i was kinda weird.

after taking pics as well as a whole buncha bitchy attitude going on, we left to go eat. Hannah and Julie were like "we want to eat krn food at blah blah blah." but Olivia was like "i want chinese food at blah blah blah." Ashley said "okay, i want krn" and Angela wanted chinese food too, i didn't realli care. so Hannah was like "we're going to a place by Magic Castle, wanna come?" i was SO tempted to go cuz i knew that Magic Castle probably had DBSK's O! album by now, but i didn't want to be a bad friend so i was like. "ssss..... i'm going with Olivia...." so we split to go eat.

i'm too nice of a friend i swear, i was so tempted to go with Hannah, Julie, and Ashley. anyways, after the three of us ate, i asked "can we go to Magic Castle? I wanna buy DBSK's new cd O!" and they were like "okay, where is it?" and i was like. "............. i dunno........" so i couldn't buy it! dammit! i told my mom what happend and i guess she felt bad that i choose to be a better friend then to buy the cd, so she said "okay, after the architect leaves our house in the morning, i have some time to take you to Flushing and get ur cd" I WAS SO HAPPY! wat sucks is Magic Castle happend to be a block away from me when I asked my friends if we could go to Magic Castle. OMFGOSH! I WAS LIKE WTF?!?!?! IT WAS A BLOCK AWAY AND WE DIDN'T KNOW WHERE MAGIC CASTLE WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and stuff.....

i'm sorry to ppl who have fallen in love with DBSK's new cd, but i have to admit im kinda dissapointed with this album. i thought a few of the ballad or soft songs were too boring and the album needed more... louder songs like Dangerous Mind or Rising Sun, you know what material i'm talking about rite? ima use the same format as Lenna did to describe the songs, i hope u dun mind Lenna! it's the best way i could think of lolz. i will say both good and bad things about them of course.

O- omgosh.... who doesn't love this song?!?! this is my all time favorite song out of the whole album, but they should have but the extended parts they had in the mv, it doesn't sound rite without it!

You're my Miracle - i think they should have either made this song sound more ballad or more upbeat, it didn't realli do much for me. but i think it would sound better as a ballad song.

Hey! Girl - i swear, the first time i heard this song on someone's xanga, i spazzed when i heard Hero say "Sexi Love" and from 2:40 to 3:10 sumtin, i loved Hero's part especially when Max says "My Heart..." i was like "woow.... GO MAX!" and Xiah and Hero during that time was awesome too. but the rest of this song was okay.

Get Me Some - lolz, this song... is so technoish upbeat. know what i mean? this song is probably one of the better songs i'm satisfied with in the album. i like this song, but not love.

I'll Be There - This is one of my favorite ballad song on the cd. this is probably the most random comment about this song, but it reminds me of Disney O.O i know rite? it reminds me of one of the songs they played during the parade i watched. anyways, the way their vocals together, it sounded so magical. i realli loved how their voices sound when they sing together.

Remember - Er... i really don't have much to say about this song... o yeah... when Micky sang... on 1:04, i was like "wtf?" and laughing at the same time he said something like "pee da so" cuz he kinda spit on the p sound... yeah.... another random comment on this song...

The Story Has Just Begun - i was kinda dissapointed when i heard this song cuz when i read the title, i thought it'd be good. this song doesn't realli do it for me, but i thought the echoes in the song was kinda corny, maybe a bit too corny since they did it so much. too much actually.

On & On - 2:35 to 2:49, i loved the "Hum" s for some reason. lmao. i think Hero should have showed off his vocals so much. i dunno, im so use to him doing so many high pitches and stuff in the last cds that its weird he doesn't that much in this cd but Max does... has Max moved up to lead vocal suddenly? cuz im complaining to the SM company if they did since it seems like Max is getting more center attention!

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WOOW! wen i was gonna write about the next song, i pressed enter to skip a line, then the screen like blanked out on me and showed my xanga's front page. i was like ".......... FUCK! I DID I JUST DELETE MY ENTRY I WAS JUST WRITING?!?!" then i found out i jsut submitted my entry by accident. ^.^ anyways, continuing.....

Phantom - OMGOSH! when i read the title, i was like "um... okay... i hope this song isnt creepy or anything...." then i listened to it, then i was like "oh... not bad..." you know how cds have like, a song that they name the album after? yeah, usually their pretty loud songs like O!, Triangle, and Rising sun. then in the album, they  have at least one more loud song, so i guess Phantom is that other loud song. anyways, that was totally random AGAIN. This is probably one of my favorite upbeat songs too! in the second chorus, THEY SAID MY NAME!!!!!MELODY!!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I SPAZZED OUT WHEN I HEARD IT?!?!?! well, i was listening to the song while doing my chinese tutoring hw, then i heard "melody" in the song. so i was like. "what? did they just say my name... rewind!" so i rewinded it and heard "melody" i was like "ah!!!!!! they said my name!!!!!!! they said my name!!!!!!!!! they said my name so sexi!!!!!" i was spazzing so much rolling all over the floor. plus, Micky's narration was so wowo! i was like "woow.... did he write that himself?" lmao. i loved his narration, especially "following the Demon's Rule" or sumtin. i was like "!O.O! wow!" and Yuhno's rap i luv of course as always. roflz. sry i said so much bout this song

You Only Love - this is also one of my favorite ballad songs. their vocals in this song were wonderful.

Balloons - ROFLz! at first wen i read the title, i was like "wtf?" now i know why some people call this song "crack anthem" now. lmfao. i could totally dance to this song wen i'm high or hyper and stuff. its so.... kiddish, it made me laugh wen i heard this song. its so cute wen they sing together.

yeah... i think maybe this album just needs time to grow on me so i'll like it as much as DBSK's other albums. but theres not one ong on this album that Hero's shows off his high pitches or vocals... is there? if i'm wrong and there is a song on it he does, please point it out for me.

i'm sorry i haven't been posting pictures for a long time, now is the time for me to share a few with you guys ^.^

weren't those pictures nice? i luv Hero's hips, so sexi.... lolz, jk! but he is sexi... roflz. i'd post pictures of them together, but i think i've already posted more than enough... okay! maybe just one...

has anyone noticed that in all their album covers, their in this order? not that i'm complaining, but i think they should change it once in awhile, but Hero MUST always be in the center! i think i've talked about too much rite, now, so ima bounce and maybe edit later... enjoy the new music in the music box and cya! please comment and read my fan fic wen u get the chance! my fan fic xanga is underneath my music box

~Melody~

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i jus finished watching DBSK's special showcase. its sad how Max's spot light just vanished outta nowhere. i was like "aw... poor Max.... that's so sad." or sumtin like that lolz. i thought their performance was awesome, but im not that big of a fan for lip syncing. its jus so... fake... i noe dancing is hard enough along with singing, but i prefer if they really did sing while dancing like when they won the mv award. that was good.

i have a question, in this part of the showcase http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cKkm_f-hfI&mode=related&search=, at the end with the talk, she asked Hero this qustion and there was this small box in the corner showing this lady, then she takes off her wig and it's actually Hero O.O i was like "woow!" was that for Vacation or another drama or sumtin? if it is, tell me plz!

i thought the dancing for Get me some was awesome and of course O! was even more awesome. DBSK is sexi altogether xD. i thought they were lip syncing for Holding back the tears too, but i listened to the original then the performance then realized "oh... they rnt lip syncing... lolz, i'm slow ^.^

i also finished watching Over the Mountain Across the River. it's so funny and sad, i was spazzing so much when they were doing some sorta intro singing all harmoniously and nicely, then suddenly, "balabalabala" and doing some sorta weird dance randomly. LMFAO! mad funni! is there another ep to this? cuz i watched this cut of it i think and Micky got mistakened for a girl and Max's fiance roflz. and he also got mistakened for a girl in the ep i watched. realli, is there another ep of Over the Mountan Across teh River? plz tell me!

ah!!!!!!!!! i was so pissed after reading that DBSK has a Version C of their 3rd album that i didn't know about.... i jus bought Version B, and found out Version C has their drama VACATION on it!!!!1 do u know how desprete i was to watch that shit? SM needs to go to hell! i swear, they piss me off so much and r wasting my money! GO TO HELL SM!!!!!!!! GO TO HELL!!!!!!!! i wanna buy version c, but its a waste of money to have 2 cds of their 3rd album.

Olivia saved my life wen she said "oh... i'll buy the version b from you so you can by version c if you want..." i was so happy! i was like omgosh! and spazzing like always. i was soooooo happy. i realli need to get a life. next thing u know, after buying Version C, there's a Version D. then ima have to fly to Korea and murder the owner of the SM company so he can go to hell. then again, that'd put DBSK outta buisness, so maybe i should think twice be4 i do that... well the owner still has to go to hell!

What is the difference between Version A, Version B, and Version C? Version B has the VACATION highlights, rite? and Version C has VACATION? i'm confused.

i know i have a lot of questions and i'm so annoying, but plz answer them! in return, i'll let u c this! i found this somewhere... 4got where...

i realli think its hott how all of em got the same message in the mv for "Miss You". its so mysterious!